still unknown (kimmi8) wrote,
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Bigger than a Pea

Something is wrong but I'm not sure what it is.  Or well, I know what's wrong but it's out of my hands.  I'm usually pretty good at being positive, but I haven't been able to bring myself out from under this cloud of gloom.   Maybe it's the awful dreary weather we've been having.  I haven't been able to write, I haven't been able to sleep very well, I haven't been hitting the gym much, I haven't been eating enough.  I'm staring out windows more often than I should be... 

I'm waiting for something to happen.  But nothing is going to happen, or so it seems.  What to do.

Earlier, I chatted with one of my best friends.  She had the most exciting news, and it took all that I had to muster up some excitement.

[cxxxxxx]: i don't want to get overly excited, but we saw the baby's heartbeat at my appt yesterday and he/she has grown from the size of a pea to much bigger!


[me]: bigger than a pea

[cxxxxxx]: yep!  much bigger than a pea this time around.  now instead of looking like a dot it looks like a blob.

i don't know what to say.  that's awesome.

Tags: blah, fall, friends
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