Something is wrong but I'm not sure what it is. Or well, I know what's wrong but it's out of my hands. I'm usually pretty good at being positive, but I haven't been able to bring myself out from under this cloud of gloom. Maybe it's the awful dreary weather we've been having. I haven't been able to write, I haven't been able to sleep very well, I haven't been hitting the gym much, I haven't been eating enough. I'm staring out windows more often than I should be...
I'm waiting for something to happen. But nothing is going to happen, or so it seems. What to do.
Earlier, I chatted with one of my best friends. She had the most exciting news, and it took all that I had to muster up some excitement.
[cxxxxxx]: i don't want to get overly excited, but we saw the baby's heartbeat at my appt yesterday and he/she has grown from the size of a pea to much bigger!
[me]: bigger than a pea
[cxxxxxx]: yep! much bigger than a pea this time around. now instead of looking like a dot it looks like a blob.
[me]: i don't know what to say. that's awesome.